Anonymous asked: didn't you say you didn't like smoking weed a couple weeks ago?
It’s true. But there are different elements of the self. Elements that often conflict. Like, when you’re on a diet, a part of you really wants to eat a whole bag of mini eggs, but a part of you wants to have a six pack. Which one is you? You know what I mean? The self is fluid, desires are fluid. I also hate cigarettes and I literally get angry when I smell smoke, however last week I smoked 4 cigarettes. I hate hookups, but shit happens. I say I wont drink for 2 weeks then I get drunk. There are immediate urges that conflict with your deeper values. Identity is fluid. I try and keep a balance between core desires and surface desires.